I’m not big on kids (actually, I cannot stand them at all lol)… but deep down inside of me, the little brainwashed part of me still wants children at some point in my life. Now, that decision won’t be finalized til I feel I am
physically
mentally
emotionally
financially
stable, but the thoughts are there. For the longest, when I really DID want kids, I used to say I’d only keep them if I had twins (sorry, I was a fucked up younging lol). The twin thing still applies (but I wouldn’t get rid of my child if there wasn’t two or more of them lmao). Lately, I’ve been seeing TONSSSS of talk about invitro fertilization (I’m actually watching the Tyra show right now & that’s what they’re talking about it), and theres a “small” part of me that believes in signs lol. So I’m like “is this a sign,” that I should look into invitro? hrmmm. Again, thought about it just never looked into it. I just don’t want one child. I’m an only child, and going through that sucks, to me. No one to talk to aside from adults (I grew up around nothing but adults), never having siblings which means no nieces and nephews for you in the future which also means you’ll never be an aunt (or uncle, if you’re a guy). Amongst other things that suck, I just don’t think it’d be convenient for me to have one son/daughter (leading towards a son, b/c girls are hell… but that’s another story). The only “pro” to the “cons” is that I know what it feels like, so if my kid was dealing with an issue I’d most likely understand. Bleh
Geeeez, I shouldn’t even be thinking about this lmfao. I need to get out of the house.
