February 2012
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Just thought I’d quickly share that I finally received my ship date for the Air Force!!! I will officially be in San Antonio, Texas for basic training on the 8th of May! Excited? Hell yeah! Nervous? Hell yeah lol. Wish me luck, the count down begins now…
95 days.
January 2012
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December 2011
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September 2011
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I’ve neglected all my tumblrs and my blogspot, broke my laptop, was stuck in gainesville/ tally for an extra week, broke my phone while out of town, became a bum, searched for multiple jobs to occupy my time in Miami til I finally deploy (WHICH I STILL DON’T HAVE AN OFFICIAL DATE TO), sold my fucking car (thinking I was leaving sooner) to a person who, within a week, “lost...
August 2011
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Started in Miami
Stayed in Gainesville for 2 weeks
Currently in Tallahassee
May head down to Daytona
& stop in Orlando
Before we go back to Miami
LOL, car ventures
The Jade & Angie story lmfaooo
Anyone want a visit? :D all you have to do is cook us breakfast, lunch, and/or dinner
July 2011
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Just to add on to this whole
“it’s easier to be a light skin female” shit, there is so many holes in that statement. AGAIN, everyone has a different story. It kind of sucks that no one really takes the time to ask a lighter skin female if she’s ever gone through problematic situations relating to her skin color, but it happens.
It was hard for me to be friends with darker skin chicks, because none of...
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who doesn't like questions? rhetorical.
Whats your middle name? LMFAO, O.
How big is your bed? Full.
What are you listening to right now? the tube, HGTV to be exact.
What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 6069.
What was the last thing you ate? Some Ritz crackers/cheese.
Last person you hugged? My grandmother.
How is the weather right now? Very nice, not too hot.
Who was the last person you talked to on the...
hmpff
Computer still broken. I have lots of photos to upload too, grr.
June 2011
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People tripped because of the massive amounts of questions/comments they see on their dashboards
Tumblr finally provides an option of answering privately
… my dashboard is full of more questions/comments than before.
and you’re not an attention whore? Oh, okay.
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FUCK! Okay, I have to respond lol.
THIS POST just popped up on my dashboard and I was like what the bubble fuck is this about. In case you don’t want to waste your time visiting their blog, it says:
beautiful dark skin girls who’s tumblr consists of nothing but pictures of white people portraits/fashion with little to no portraits of beautiful black people/fashion …that right there tells me everything i need to know about...
I’m not big on kids (actually, I cannot stand them at all lol)… but deep down inside of me, the little brainwashed part of me still wants children at some point in my life. Now, that decision won’t be finalized til I feel I am
physically
mentally
emotionally
financially
stable, but the thoughts are there. For the longest, when I really DID want kids, I used to say...
lol I’ve only been ghost for like 10 days, seems longer. Too bad I’ll be gone LONGER… my computer broke >:/
May 2011
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So in conclusion. . .
This is going to be my last post on here for a while, I wanted to complete my 30 day challenge and then get ghost for a small (or long) amount of time. Life is kicking my ass right now and I must get the fuck off the internet and take my mind of things. I’ll be back around my birthday or when I swear in, which ever comes LAST! I’m sure I won’t disappear from the other blogs but...
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Day 30: (Last day) highs and lows of this month
Highs:
passing the asvab confirmation
wearing this damn protective style for the amount of time I wanted to
a little step closer with my ‘family issues’
Actually completely a 30 day challenge
Lows:
still in miami/ not sworn in yet
depression
DONE !! FINALLY !!
Day 29: Goals for the next 30 days.
do absolutely nothing on my birthday
schedule for MEPs.
fin.
Feeling like shit on the bottom of a shoe this morning. It’s crazy how I feel hungover but barely had a teaspoon of liquor in my system lol. I’m all fucked up this week. I wanna crawl back in my bed but I can’t fall back asleep. I woke up mad :/
Day 28: Something that I miss.
NOTHING.
Day 27: A problem I have had. .
Lots of em lol.
My social phobia being the major cause of the majority of my problems. Google it if you don’t know what that is. Some people are shy and then some people are like me, the shyness can damn near ruin my life, stops me from doing everyday tasks, can cause anxiety attacks (only had one of those, out of no where lol)… and yeah, it’s not fun… I’m not crazy...
Day 26: What kind of person attracts you
I really don’t even know anymore lol. All types of people attract me; As friends and/or as a partner. It doesn’t take much for me to befriend someone, just don’t be a hypocrite, don’t go against your word, respect, and have a sense of humor and we’ll be alright (we won’t be best friends but we’ll be good enough lol).
As for the men that attract me, I...
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Day 25: Someone who fascinates you & why
No one.
No reason.
Day 24: Favorite movie and what it's about
I have tons of those but the first one that comes to mind to talk about is Pay It Forward.
It’s about just that, paying a good deed forward (instead of paying someone back for helping you).
I could’ve made this post longer, but it’s really not that necessary.
It’s funny, to me, to see people get all hype about a trip to Miami. Since I live here I never understand the “hype” (don’t get me wrong, I love my city)… it’s just funny. I guess thats how other people feel when people visit their hometown (i.e. New York, Chicago, California, etc).
Day 22: How have you changed in the past 2 years
I was two years younger ^_^ LOL
I don’t feel like answering this damn question. Um I grew up, I’ve made more mistakes, more decisions, more memories, more goals, and more accomplishments than I did two years ago… obviously.
fin.
Day 21: One of your favorite shows
One? Just one? okay um…
CRIMINAL MINDS, duh!!!!!!!
But that would definitely NOT be the only favorite so I’m going to take the initiative to list most any damn way (current and of all time, b/c this post is too damn short):
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
America’s Next Top Model
Everything on HGTV
Cold Case
Charmed
Law & Order (regular, SVU, and CI)
CSI (new york and...
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Day 20: How important you think education is
Grade school (elementary, middle, and high) is very important!!! I can’t stress that enough. A free fucking education son! It’s up to you to take control of that. I don’t want to sound like a parent but c’mon the least you can do is get yourself a high school diploma. You’re not shit, unfortunately, without one (unless you become a success in some entertainment...
Day 19: Disrespecting your parents.
I’ve done it, so I can’t sit here and say “how can people do that” and blah blah blah but I’ve had my reasons. I don’t wanna say they’re good reasons but they’re good enough for me. As people get older, sometimes butting heads with their parents is bound to happen. Situations happen and emotions get out of control. I wish I could say otherwise but it...
We're back on track
Got that asvab sticky situation out of the damn way for good this time *wipes sweat off forehead*
Now it’s time to schedule my physical. Oh how I’ve heard so many stories about MEPS lol. Some people have positive stories and some people… . hated it lol. I know it won’t be the funniest thing in the world I’m looking forward to the experience. Select my job(s), swear...
Day 18: Your beliefs
I’m so not writing a book on that general ass statement but I will say this I believe in being happy. No matter how cliche that is, I believe that everyone should “work” to finding their own happiness. Whether being happy means being married, being a house wife, living out of a suitcase (traveling), working in a hospital, having kids, etc… go after that (in the least...
Day 17: Highs and lows of this past year
um, okay lets see
I really can’t think of that many highs lol. This past year was actually one of the worst. Off the top of my head though:
Highs
making it through to another year
entering my last semester of school
beginning my air force process
seeing Alexis again
finally speaking to my dad again
going natural
…
Lows
not finishing my last semester in school
the break up...